That one day a year ago ( A song for Joel)

YOOOO! /vito

This weeks cd: The American Analog Set. Awesome indie band. Alot of chill out music. This song was inspired by there cd.

This song is for Joel:

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

A violent distruction
As i lay a single red rose
I cry, I cry, Please come home
My heart, its torn
To fill this void
Im drowned in regret
To change the past
It'll never be the same
Everything i see, reminds me of you
The tears they never cease
Ill never find the peace
I cry, I cry, I miss you

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let yo go...


I dont relise the effect it has
To my friends and family, im so sorry
For the pain and hurt ive so deeply caused
The suffering and mourning
How i wish i could turn back time
And understand the effects it had
Ive lost it all, and gambled my life
I lost the call, and lost you all
And for that, im so sorry
I cry, I cry, I need you

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...


So, you may of guessed, this is a song i wrote, its still in the demo stage. The first verse is about someone who has lost one of there friends. The second verse is about the person who died, looking back on there family and friends, and relising it was a mistake. I excluded two lines from this blog, because i think its too extreme, and i dont want to upset anyone. But saying that, i think there the most significant lines of the song.

The song goes for about 9 minutes. Its so awesome, its incredible pleasing for myself, to know that i wrote a song which i think some people maybe able to connect with. Wait to her this song in person, because a recording will never do it justice. Its a song about, emptyness, compassion, hate, regret, desire, consequences and love.

Quick personal note:
Ive had such a crap last week or two. Its just one thing after another, and its taking its toll. There were two occasions where i just wanted to cry and let it all out. I havnt had a way of expressing myself, and i figured crying will help resolve all these issues. All i want to do is leave it all behind, forget all this hurt and confusion ive suffered and start a fresh

She's Half -The American Analog Set

I want you to know, that when i wrote this blog...i wasnt happy.

But before i start bitching, i came up with an idea to start every blog. Because i love music, i thought i would tell you what band im listening to through out the previous week. Well, this week ive been listening to alot of Brand New's -Deja Entendu cd. Its an awesome cd which when im any mood, it will provide me with some musical relief. It goes from agressive lyrics/guitars for when im excited/happy to slower melodic emotional music for when i want to be left alone. Its a great cd, if you see it at the local record store...buy it. Its a great buy!

The bitching begins:

So, my last post was about how i had such an awesome weekend. I ask why was the following two weeks such a ball of shit for? It's sucked so much. It was like a fucking rollar coaster or something for two FUCKING weeks!!! Why is this happening to me? I dont belive in Karma either. I think thats a load of shit.

I try to do things out of respect for people, that is, i try not to make someone upset on purpose. I know i have done it, but it was unintentional. So, i try to respect people and there feelings, and they do something that just totally fucks with your head. Why do people do things like that? Is it just me who this happens to? Do these people have such different morales to me? Or am i the one who is wrong? Answer these questions in the comments :P

But saying that i try to respect people, if someone takes something too far on any level, im not afraid to do something about it. Simply, telling them off to more exteremly kicking someones arse. If i was so strongly affected by what happened, i would start a fight with someone no doubt about it.

So, im stressing about the final week of school where its when i have exams and about 70 assignments due, on top of that i have to work, and then on top of that i have to deal with stupid shit that i will never understand...NEVER! I dont think anyone will either. Buy you know, thats life. I take it as it comes.

But all this week hasnt been that bad, on friday night i went to my mates place and watched two seasons of Viva La Bam. One of the cast members, Don Vito, is a total fuck, i hate him...but hes sure as hell is funny to laugh at! Im pretty sure there is something wrong with him, because he starts to say jibberish mid conversation and hits girls in the head. Everyone on the Viva La Bam Crew just screws with Vito. I recommed you watch some episodes to understand what im talking about. Some of the stuff Vito does/says, my mate and i watched it about five times cause it was so damn funny. In one of the episodes they all travel to Europe to piss of Bams parents. But Bam steals Vito's clothes, and every country they go to, Vito must wear there stero-typical clothing. The funniest was when they were in Sweden(?) and he had to wear a wig to pippy long stocking styled bond wig. Shit it was fucking funny.

But yeah, i finsh school next friday, and the next morning im travelling to Frankston for my mates girl-friends 21st. Were im quietly going to celebrate the end of the school year with my LJ friends. I cant wait. I was thinking of a funny 21st bday present..so im thinking about getting her like coco pops or something because its so random. Just imagine you open a big box, and its like coco pops. AHAHAHA shit that would be funny. Hopefully ill come with a better idea.

I just got Battlefield 2: Modern Combat for Xbox, and my brother its already so far ahead of me....bastard! Im stuck of level three, and God knows what level he is. Anyway, i finsh school soon, and ill catch up. And because ill have a alot of free time, im finshing a painting for one of the most supportive/ understanding/ awesome girls in my life ( i started it 2 months ago!), write ALOT of music/lyrics and have so much fucking fun with my friends! Ill try to update this each week with pictures of everything.

But thanks for reading it once again. I appriciate it.

Peace out,

T-imsky.

You ate my snot!!!

Hello and welcome to timsky.blog. Hello to everyone who visits regularly and first-time vistors.
This blog's topic is a little everywhere, so i apologise if i lose you.

So yeah, the weekend just passed, would have to be one of my greatest weekends ever! Its a big call i know, but it dosnt come close to SYG '05. Anyway, my weekend started on friday night, i meet up with a few guys, and just chilled out with them for a few hours, eating fish and Sams chips, and playing video games, arcade and the ye ole Super Nintendo. We then went to my brothers party, which was fun. You may think that that was friday night...well guess again, it wasnt. Me and my fellow LJ friend went to another friends place, and played more games and shared more laughs...until 5 fucking AM!

I got a good 4 hours sleep, before i woke up, and had a shower etc for preparing myself for Burnouts For God's (BFG) first gig. I didnt eat breakfast, i packed my stuff and left my house at 1. BFG got there at 1 30 for a sound check. At 2, it came time for our soundcheck, we sung, played and fucked around for 20 mins. We were ready to rock! 6pm came, and our first set began, i was nervous, esp about singing. But after the 3rd song, i grew confident in singing, hitting some very high notes. We rocked it up for 30 mins. We then left for Maccas while other bands played. Our second set was at 815. We waited, and then it was our turn play again. The second set was alot more enjoyable for everyone. We were more confident, and there were more ppl. It was so much fun, and i spat on a few ppl!!! Photos will be uploaded when i get them. Were also discussing a website at the moment, so hang tight!

After the gig, i went to my mates place, and fucked around there for the whole damn night...til 5 am again, until i retired to bed!!! I had so many funny calls that night. Usally, i say about 2 funny things per night, but i was cracking them everytime. It was fucking awesome! One of my LJ friends pussed out and feel asleep early...and i spent the rest of the night/morning with my other LJ friend having so much fun. It was a night i wish i could live again. I went to bed at like 5 30 something, waking up fellow bed go-ers. I slept for another 4 hrs, before waking up to the girls leaving, and my LJ friend to join me in bed, i was so tired i offered him a blanket with my eyes shut, and just said:
"MMM?"
It was pretty funny

On Sunday, i got out of bed at 1:30pm to my LJ friend slapping me in the face. All the guys were still at my mates place, and we watched Viva La Bam until about 5:30. It was funny. People left, and then my two LJ friends went to Subway were i chowed down a Foot long sub. And that was my awesome weekend. It was so much FUN! I couldnt believe it. The weekend had; BFG's first gig, late nights, Macs, music, spending time with friends, photos, looking cool, being slapped, subway, Lj's, sleeping, girls (well, not quite), spitting on people.

Anyway, today, i watched a 5 minute video called: "The Pat Tillman Tribute". It was rather an emotional expirence. I learnt, that Pat Tillman, was a professional NFL player, earning 3.5 million a year. His brother was sent to Iraq, so he ended the contract with the NFL and went to Iraq. A few months into the mission in Iraq, he was offered an early leave by the US government, but he refused that to fulfill his contract of 3 years service in Iraq...he was later killed by friendly fire. His last words were:

"STOP SHOOTING! IM PAT TILLMAN!"

Anyway, i was thinking, this guy, Pat Tillman, should be classified as a hero. He could of stayed comfy in his mansion i presume, watching the war on TV. Earning millions playing Football, but he had something different in his heart. These are the people i respect. Unfortunatly, he never returned to his family.

A bit of a sad ending, im sorry but, this story moved me...

Peace out,
T-imsky