That one day a year ago ( A song for Joel)

YOOOO! /vito

This weeks cd: The American Analog Set. Awesome indie band. Alot of chill out music. This song was inspired by there cd.

This song is for Joel:

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

A violent distruction
As i lay a single red rose
I cry, I cry, Please come home
My heart, its torn
To fill this void
Im drowned in regret
To change the past
It'll never be the same
Everything i see, reminds me of you
The tears they never cease
Ill never find the peace
I cry, I cry, I miss you

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let yo go...


I dont relise the effect it has
To my friends and family, im so sorry
For the pain and hurt ive so deeply caused
The suffering and mourning
How i wish i could turn back time
And understand the effects it had
Ive lost it all, and gambled my life
I lost the call, and lost you all
And for that, im so sorry
I cry, I cry, I need you

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...


So, you may of guessed, this is a song i wrote, its still in the demo stage. The first verse is about someone who has lost one of there friends. The second verse is about the person who died, looking back on there family and friends, and relising it was a mistake. I excluded two lines from this blog, because i think its too extreme, and i dont want to upset anyone. But saying that, i think there the most significant lines of the song.

The song goes for about 9 minutes. Its so awesome, its incredible pleasing for myself, to know that i wrote a song which i think some people maybe able to connect with. Wait to her this song in person, because a recording will never do it justice. Its a song about, emptyness, compassion, hate, regret, desire, consequences and love.

Quick personal note:
Ive had such a crap last week or two. Its just one thing after another, and its taking its toll. There were two occasions where i just wanted to cry and let it all out. I havnt had a way of expressing myself, and i figured crying will help resolve all these issues. All i want to do is leave it all behind, forget all this hurt and confusion ive suffered and start a fresh