6 Bad Days: 1 Good Day
Well hello Toronto and surrounding areas...of the universe.
- Quick news: Burnouts For God's first gig 5th Nov 6pm @ Boronia Church of Christ. Good if you come. Ive been practicing singing alot, its hard work too.
- Drove my first VL the other night, and it was awesome!!! It was a little embrassing coz i managed to fuck every gear shift, and i apologised everytime. To the owner of the VL: Thanks man, it shows me that you trust me. It wasnt a privilidge, it was an honour. Alot of good times, past, present and future.
Ill explain something about the way i deal with my life. If im in a bad mood or had a bad day, you will know about it. I want to be left alone. All i want to do is sit in my room, listen to music, play guitar, write music or go out with someone. Im a very private guy most of the times, i dont like telling my family what im doing with my friends. Usually i end up doing stupid stuff with my friends, but thats not the point, the point is...i forget my point, only once a week, i have a good day, a day which i wish i could have everyday.
Most the time, the days which i wish would never end are the Friday nights. I would hang out with my church friends till about 11pm, then hang with my 'brothers'. We all get along, and i have alot of fun. For example, last Friday, i went for a cruise with my mate, and it honestly was alot of fun. Even though we were sitting in a car for the majority of the time, it was because we shared alot of laughs that night, ( i love to laugh).
So the one night i have fun, there are 6 other nights where i dont. 6 nights of sitting on the computer doing homework, sitting in room doing nothing, sitting around watching tv. These are the nights that suck. I want to go out. These are the nights, that i write my most emotional music.
For example: On wednesday nightI was thinking about, how would i feel, what would i do if i lost one of my friends. I would never be able to see them again, and my life would change.
And i came up with this, a repeated line through out the whole song, except the last line. It goes like this:
Its time, its time to say goodbye. (repeated)
Its time, its time to let you go. ( last line)
It basically about losing someone, and convincing yourself of saying goodbye to them in your own way, and the finally line is about excepting the fact that you cannot physically say goodbye to them. Expect this to be on own cd, all BFG members wanna play it.
So, i live for the good times, i hate the bad times. This is one of the ways i operate in my life.
Peace,
T-imsky
posted by T-imsky @ 2:30 PM
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